Wednesday, January 03, 2007
today iis a very boring and sad day for miie . today wake up late nothing to do . jus waiting for the times to pass . so tat i can go back to studies . but iis a new skool and enviroment for miie . have to be there alone . make friends by my ownself . feel so nervous and scared . wish i can go back to my secondary skool times . stay there forever dun have to graduate . then can spent my whole life with all my friends . i wan to go back to my happy mermories i had with my old friends . haiiss
today i saw something tat i should not see . actually iis my fault i should not go look at it . but the things i saw make miie so heart broken . of course . canot tel you guys wat i see . hehe . even though iis nothing but it stil hurt my heart abit . lucky de iis the things iis normal . so i never go think so much . and jus pretend tat i never see anything at all . i dun wan to said it out cos i scare it wil make things worst . as i dun wan tat to happen . as skool going to reopen soon le . i dun wan to go think so much about it le . now i wan de iis to study hard and get good grades for my result . the best iis not to let things affect my studies . so i wil jus forgive and forget about the matter . hope wat i did was right
anyone who read this . pls dun ask miie wat happen . cos i wan to foget it and concentrate on my studies . if you guys wan miie to get a good result . dun ask anything . thank . dear . love you always . muack